Façade

A break in the façade,
I fall apart inside.
The outward shell to be one
Gives way to another.

Picture the world with
My current state of being...
Let down to discover the
Apparent lack of perfection.

Difficult, being something
Strong on the surface
When your insides
Are screaming for help.

Something needs to happen-
This damn feeling of wanting to adjust
The doomed existence of a
Two-faced life.

I’ll become that…
My desired change.
I’ll make it fade, this damn feeling… and
Construct another façade to hide behind.