tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79464162011-04-21T20:34:14.274-04:00* do not consume with alcohol.number1hypocritehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10803146498220276092noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7946416.post-607347214316505042007-02-12T07:46:00.000-05:002007-02-06T16:15:18.642-05:00A break in the façade,<br />I fall apart inside.<br />The outward shell to be one<br />Gives way to another.<br /><br />Picture the world with<br />My current state of being...<br />Let down to discover the<br />Apparent lack of perfection.<br /><br />Difficult, being something<br />Strong on the surface<br />When your insides<br />Are screaming for help.<br /><br />Something needs to happen-<br />This damn feeling of wanting to adjust<br />The doomed existence of a<br />Two-faced life.<br /><br />I’ll become that…<br />My desired change.<br />I’ll make it fade, this damn feeling… and<br />Construct another façade to hide behind.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7946416-60734721431650504?l=number1hypocrite.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>number1hypocritehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10803146498220276092noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7946416.post-82495356372457826152007-02-06T08:27:00.000-05:002007-02-06T16:15:18.702-05:00<div align="justify">I started writing in this blog many, many years ago. I wrote in it nearly everyday, about things that were going on in my life, things I either understood or tried to explain. I had a few people that read it, but overall I felt like it was just my little ignored corner of the internet, lost among the millions of others trying to find their voice. I posted less and less, and eventually stopped using it altogether. </div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">I've deleted all my old entries, twice now, because I've started this blog over again in an attempt to get some of my unspoken thoughts verbalized. And much like it says over on the right side of this screen, don't ever expect anything written here to make sense. Odds are, it never will.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7946416-8249535637245782615?l=number1hypocrite.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>number1hypocritehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10803146498220276092noreply@blogger.com1